sensitive soul in an insensitive world
Tonight I found out a bunch about people that I didn't want to. And I think either the world sucks, or I was made way too soft to get by without feeling like I can handle any of it.
If there's one thing I wish I could spare my kids, should I have any... it would be to not have to feel as deeply. Not to feel nothing of course... but just not to feel as easily as I do. Too much emotion is useless and difficult, and makes the world so much more abrasive than it needs to be. Makes people scarier and more hurtful than they mean to.
Sometimes I feel like the whole world is crazy.
But really... maybe it's me.